i shall stone and rot and then die

chinese new year was great.
many eatings, ang baos and visitings.


yup, im too lazy to upload any pictures taken during cny.
but i've uploaded some to facebook. yup.
since my sis isn't going to my cousin's house, no point going too. so i guess im going to continue starring into the laptop for the next few hours. hmm, or maybe.. i should get started on my macro cause it's due this friday? pff. i hate projects.

ps: i was talking abt my cousin's dog, half shitzsu being very emotional after you scold him. and he came out with this.. bulldog + shitzsu = bullshit. LOL. what a laugh. you're so cute la.

Hao peng you

met up with love & went for more shopping! :D

kill me. i cannot stop buying stuff.

1) msned with deen the whole night
2) ended up not sleeping (>24hours! i broke my previous record)
3) went to swim & chiong 30 laps
4) dental appointment at 11am. changed to blue! :D
5) met yuks & lin for POM presentation discussion
6) met love & went the town to shop!
7) was like a zombie walking around town. hah
8) love's bro came to shop for his clothes
9) found nothing in town so went to bugis
10) shopped & bought stuff for myself
11) after many tries, love's brother found his shirt! YAY
12) took the bus to eunos with love.
13) there's a old ah pek who fell on me twice. i thought it was nothing but love said that it may be on purpose ): cheat my feeling. i even tried so hard to make sure i dont fall so that he wont fall when the bus jerked twice. stupid ah pek!
14) reached eunos, saw this familar face
*15) took 67 home and met another fking indian perv. since there isnt any more seats, i stood by the exit. this fking indian came, stood closely behind me and use both his hand to hold the bar in a way where im "trap" (like im in between both his arms) so i bend down, moved away and hold onto the bar after moved infront. after a while, he came and lean onto the bar where my hand was! i moved away again. so finally, its his time to alight. HE FREAKING STARED AT ME FROM HEAD TO TOE. fking disgusting. i wanted to POKE his fking eyes. argh. dam perv. DAM PERV!!!
16) very very very very very tired. dozed off :D

project. DIE

What a horrible morning. nbz

• no food till 5 plus
• printer TOTALLY died on me
• computer suddenly lag like hell
• want to make phone call, phone siao
• rush down to sch, traffic jam
• reach school, still have to RUN up to the 6th floor
• met my grp mate and some person pissed me off

was rushing like mad for the cmsk's reflective journal's deadline at 4.30pm.
i didn't have much time to continue thinking/typing so i decided to stop EVERYTHING and quickly email my work to yuka for printing. just as i thought i was free, here comes the POM progress report where i'll have to hand it up to the teacher by 5pm. so i had like exactly 10 mins to do bathe, change, apply face care and makeup. i was practically running from one end to another end at home. pff. after a while, left the sch for orchard with laurel :)

shoopinggggggg

i guess im almost done for cny shopping.
i still need a new pair of footwear and thats it :]
went to change my contact lens and then shopping with lin. not much sales around anymore but i still managed to buy 2 tops and weilin found a few too! thanks to weilin and her cousin, i think i've got a new job? $$$ money money money $$$ hehe

& DEAR GOD,
Please stop me from spending money anymore.
this is becoming a habit, a BAD HABIT ): no, it's a disease

Love is ...

i was browsing through my email and i found this!
some may have read it but those who haven't, read!
its very cute.

" When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."

Rebecca- age 8


" When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth. "

Billy - age 4


" Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other. "

Karl - age 5


" Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs. "

Chrissy - age 6


" Love is what makes you smile when you're tired. "

Terri - age 4


" Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. "

Danny - age 7


" Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss "

Emily - age 8


" Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen. "

Bobby - age 7


" If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate. "

Nikka - age 6


" Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday. "

Noelle - age 7


" Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well. "

Tommy - age 6


" Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken. "

Elaine-age 5


" I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones. "

Lauren - age 4


" When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you. "

Karen - age 7


" You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget. "

Jessica - age 8

Bored. BORED

had nothing to do.. so took cynthia decided to snap pictures here and there :D

G-O-O-D-J-O-B, GOODJOB!

good job team matees :]

AFTER ONLY 2 HOURS OF SLEEP..
FNB, HTMKG & CMSK ROLEPLAY 'S
OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!
(fk projects! lol)

CURRY CHICKEN

the smell of VERY delicious curry chicken is lingering in the air.
PFFF. how dare that person cook/eat curry chicken at such hour!!!
im just hungry ):

nights!

TIME OUT!

was in school for projects during a SATURDAY! ):
Projects are seriously tiring and killing.
it's driving nearly EVERYBODY crazy!

i actually had plans on resting, slacking and maybe pack up my room a lil for the WHOLE of today. but of course i didnt manage to do that la.. NEHMIND! after monday, 3 burden would be off our shoulders! and we'll all be able to take a little break before another 2 deadline.. pff. anw, stayed in school till 9 plus (?) and i've still got stuff to do even after i reached home! what a pain.

BIG SIGH. project meetingS tomorrow.
i'm so hungry ): but i decided not to because it's already going to be 11pm! i ate orange :D hmm, i'm done with the fila chart so i am going to proceed to fnb.
toodles.

P.S : and i've got no reason to stay up late tonight

A Special Friend

I've got a very special mail from a special friend today :]
thank you deen. lubz euuz worz!


"A circle is round and it has no end.
That's how long Soon want to be Deen's friend too"

deen, you've been a absolutely absolute wonderful friend all these years. remember all those silly, funny, good and bad things we've done together? hahaha. i have and will NEVER regret having and knowing you as my good good and goodest friend ever! & yes, we'll update each other and meet up real soon ya! (after all the projects) & where's mr giraffe! lets continue writing letters to each other.
thank you for being soon's friend!! ♥

Panda club

my phone came back to life! it's vibrating alrd so i dont have to change to sony ericsson :] i got back my water tech term paper.. guess what! i've got 30/40. I PASSED!!! i thought i'll fail but i didn't! yay. now for the sigh part. there's MANY MANY MANY things due tmr.. and i dont even feel like doing any. fk projects, fk school. tsk.

alright. i better stop procrastinating because it wouldn't solve any problem or finish any of my projects for me. so.... im going off now to do projects.

& ALL THE BEST FOR THE INTERVIEW TMR LOVE! :]

byebye

M for miss.

While they were all talking,
i took pictures & transform them to GIF! :D

went over to lin's house to do our fnb project. before that, accompanied love to apply for jpsae stuff. jpsae sure is confusing and mafan. haha. anw, it's nice hanging out together with the girls. love them. so the plan next is... OVERNIGHT at someone's house! :D most probably lin's.

& wl. cheers yeah! you've got me and yuks + farah!

What's pushing us away

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You

When You caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard me calling
And You rush to set me free

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

hidden

Repeats can be tiring and fustrating.
ikidhtrtmydttydl. bicfy.. ow, dwyl.

Jing Zhang! Jing Zhang!

O LEVELS RESULT'S OUT!
i called love 3143153 times and she didnt answer so, i decided to just cab down to SAC. security's as tight as ever. they nearly didn't allow me in! so i had to lie my way in. heh


At the guard house.

guard: why do you want to get in?
me: eh.. look for teacher! (i can't possibly say that im going in to look for my frn cause he will definately not let me in!)
guard: which teacher?
me: eh... miss.. miss lim!
guard: miss lim? but most of the teacher left alrd. do you have a appointment with the teacher?
me: erm, no.. actually i need to go in to look for my sister! she's taking her o level results! for a while only, please..
guard: hmm, ok dont take so long ok! don't anyohow walk ard. fill in the thing.
me: okok i wont! thank you!

love results werent that bad la! she topped her class :]
GOOD JOB!!! you put in your very best already! all your effort paid off.
& oh my, next year.. i'll be going back to SAC again! it'll be my sister's turn! :D


--------------------------
school.
okay, last night all of us said that the one who's late tomorrow will treat everyone lunch. i thought it wouldn't be me... but i was the latest la :p LET ME EXPLAIN WHY! i was doing my macro last night and i dont know why i ended up sleeping till the next morning. so... since i accidentally dozed off. i didn't set my alarm clock.. didn't switch off the light.. didn't switch off the laptop..

talked to my mummy just now. i told her i was really doing projects the past few days. and she told me that she said all those because she was worried for me. like why am i always doing project and coming home late at night. yup, so i forgave her for saying hurtful stuff that day. LOL
you know, it has been a LONG LONG time since i've been home at this time of the day. normally, i'll only be home at night (11pm plus?) when the sky's dark.

ALRIGHT. im done with facebook so, PROJECT TIME D:

whoosh whoosh whoosh

6 hours of sleep
9 hours of project discussion
48 hours of zombification

im dead tired. and im still not done with macroecons' article analysis
(banking system). pff. annoying

hatred

projects suck
projects suck
projects suck
projects suck
projects suck
projects suck
projects suck
projects suck
projects suck
projects suck
projects suck
projects suck
projects suck


& i did fking badly for macro term paper ..

wonders of camera

Fuji Finepix S8000
nah, i was just trying out the functions on this camera
super good focus and zoom in function!

and pictures taken are very sharp & clear.

The sun was good

Grilled bacon with asparagus
done by: cynthia :D

luckily i've got him to wake me up in the early morning now a days ♥ heh. but i fell back to sleep for about 30 minutes. was late, met jiamin and went swimming! not much people at the pool so that's very good. we suntanned after 12 laps too! (i think im another tone tanner because my neighbour said "why now you like malay girl!")

& tada, i ended up not going to school again + couldn't be bothered to go get myself a mc. sigh, this is not good.. i've been skipping lessons too frequently this term.. i shall stop! i shall stop all these rubbish after this week.. (!!)

later on, met up with jiamin again to go get ingredients for (picture on top) and cookies/brownies. hmm jiamin, i think we + aina need to hang out more! haven't seen/talked to you for soooo long and so many things happened! tsktsktsk! :D & anw, the bacon thing tasted not too bad! i'm going to improve the flavor when i cook this again.

happy birthday yuka!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUKS !!!:D
love ya pretty japonaise.

I want you to believe

i'm so into facebook & it's all because of pet society and word challenge!
i think my pet, lovelove looks SOOOO cute!!
don't you think so?

i'm feeling SUPER DUPER full because today we went to sakae for yuks' birthday feast. i think i like marina square's sakae outlet. the salmon sashimi simply melts in the mouth! loveeeeeeeeeee it!

okay la, ate too much of sushi.. im feeling dam full and sleepy. & i wont let myself fall asleep because i'll definately put on another 34135134kg if i do so D: anw, we ate till 6plus and yuks, wl and i headed to esplanade's rooftop to chit chat.

cny's coming & im absolutely dead.

I miss you.

Pictures tell lies
cause i think i look better in pictures

couldn't wake up in time for fnb tutorial. so ended up poning and meeting farah to the polyclinic for mc. today is another walking zombie day. i was sooooooooooo tired. wanted to sleep during fnb lecture but farah stopped me! lol. OH WELLS.

OH, i've gotten my POM RESULT. and and and and i'm REALLY happy with my result because it's so UNEXPECTING! i've got 31/40 !!! see, studying last minute does work! (on me) :D :D :D

bye :]

You & Us

nothing happened much today. so yeah :]
no more little nonya ):
sigh, time to do stupid fnb assignment.


the person whom you love may not be the one who loves you and the person who loves you may not the one you love..

I do, i really do...

New year's eve!

31st December
Seafood platter for 2
we Fish n Co ed
love's treat :] thanks!

we ordered this dam big glass of drink!
how cool is that :D


after spending 2 hours dining and stuffing seafoods at fish and co.. we decided to just head down to marina for the firework display. so we bused down from plaza sing. went shopping at marina to kill time. then headed over to somewhere near the floating platform to catch the firework.
i think that this year's firework display's the nicest as compared to the previous years.

more pictures


after fireworks, we walk over to raffles place to look for the "love" thing. but somehow we ended up at clarke quay. since there was NOTHING to do there, we decided to just go home. NR7 took FOREVER to come and it took FOREVER to reach home. (the journey back home was abt 2 hours? wth) & lastly, i slept at 4plus and woke up at 3pm the next day!!! WOO!

&& today was rather... useless? marco consultation which lasted for 10 minutes only. then go home?

A hug

Cynthia's Room !!
Please ignore the messy areas :D
didn't have the time to pack nowadays


1st January 2009!
i still can't believe that it's 2009 already! it's.... too fast!
even my dear sister is starting SECONDARY 4 aka the super stressful O Level journey TOMORROW! omg..


BBQ ed to mark the start of a brand new year! :]

went over to ZJ house for BBQ with a same grp of people i've seen on christmas eve. didn't eat much cause i didn't feel like it :D but this whole bbq was ok (: plus, the pool was SO tempting!! & lin's daddy fetch me home after that.

HAPPY 2009 !!

HAPPY 2009!

& my new year resolution?
1) sleep earlier !!!
2) be a goooooooood girl
3) stop skipping sch because i'm lazy :D
hmmm, i'll add on when i think of more...

fast eh? it's 2009 alrd..
2008 has been a WONDERFUL year.
there were so many "first time" too!
such as.. tried sheesha, wear-what-you-like day EVERYDAY, sort of in a mixed school after 10 years of sac, having a sport cca (canoe, but quit already), hair extensions, working & schooling at the same time going CRAZY over stupid projects deadline.. and many many many more! :D

there were many unforgetable & memorable times too :]
like my birthday, chirstmas, friend's birthday, gatherings, making new friends blablabla.

overall, i really really enjoyed myself during the whole of 2008!
so i hope it's the same or even better for the year 2009!